Nenu Storm Dairy

June 27,2011

Life is not all what is cracked up to be as i spend my days and nights alone on this island. After last weeks beating and rape by one of the men of the island . I am not sure if this would be my place yet . I can not go through all that again .. no not again living in constant fear. he did warm me if i tried to leave he will find me and drag me back. I always feel like i am being watched and fallowed. what am i to do ? I thought this would be a good place to start over my life maybe finally find life and settle down. but as the long days go by and even longer night. I dont think that will happen as all it seems the men are after one thing Lust sex and money. I have heard rumors of one called Jacobi and i have been making sure not to run into this one man . I have heard he was ruthless and uncaring . Worse than the one called Stubby .. If Jacobi is worse than stubby and after what i went thruogh with him i cant imagine what this other man would do .. it shakes me to the core . but i wont show it . I will fight till my last breath no matter what comes. For now i will lay low and just buy my time till the rent runs out on the boat house i have been calling home runs out . than i will figure out my escape from this dreaded place. Only one thing would keep me here and right now i dont think that will happen . For now i will just stay in the shadows and wait .. the only solitude i find is sitting at the pub with Augie . he dose not say much a quite man he is and he seems to enjoy my company as i to dont talk much ... he dose his best sometimes i wonder if he is mute or if he is just waiting himself buying his time till he can leave this place. Only time will tell ......

June 29,2011


Dear Dairy another 2 days have past and the girl that lived across the way seem to have disapered over night and so have her belongings .. i heard rumors of a women being killed not to far from here .. they gave a description .. It sounds like Nym but i have no idea.But if it was her than something is a foot for just like that her things where gone from her boat house. It seems strange. Maybe something happen .. or maybe that man she told me about has taken her away and this is all a cover up. I sit here at the bar seems the only friend i have is one that never talks that's Augie. He seems like a great guy to bad it seems he is a mute . - sighs- I have not seen that horrid man since our encounter. In a way i am thankful he has not tried to contact or pursue me .. but yet in another i am wondering what he wants from me .. and from all the women on this island why me. I started sleeping with a knife under my pillow just encase anyone tried to break into the boat house. But i get the feeling no one would come by anyways. .. - Did not finish writing in her journal because someone came in behind her -

June 30,2011

Woke up this morning feeling rested and well .. as i bathe and got dressed i thought about the future .. not that there is much .. The phone call I had with the layer the night before was a good one .. The cops where off my ass in the mainland and the money i had been waiting for is finally in the bank . I will be ok for a while . As i steeped out of my bedroom door to go eat breakfast i noticed more police officers around the area seemed a bit strange since i hardly ever saw any but at the same time with the rash of murders around it was good to see them around. As i walked down stairs and entered the kitchen the smell of cooked eggs and sausage and fresh bread had hit my nose. i looked around but no one was around . i even looked around outside and nothing. It was strange but there was a note upon the table next to a single Rose. as i read the note i smiled * To the most beautiful girl on the island i hope this brings a smile to your lips that one day i may taste them ..* That put a smile on my face but who would do this .. as i ate my breakfast i wondered who it would have come from .. but i have no clue as i dought Stubby is the romantic type not after what happen. and there has been only 2 other men i have spoken to .. but it was just casual talking. the only other man is Agie but he never speaks i was even wondering if he was gay .. It would most likely would not matter .. as the days seem to take forever and the nights even longer all i can think about is leaving this rechet place as soon as i get a chance .. hopefully SOON

July 1,2011


Seems something has changed .. i went to the bar last night and augie would not serve me a drink all he did was look at my new escorts .. seems Stubby has decided i need more baby sitters . Who the hell dose he think he is anyways .. i cant even relax at the boat house with out feeling like these men are peering thruogh my windows .. This is to much .. what dose he think that i can live with out a drink .. well he thuoght wrong! that damm man is just a pitiful waste of skin .. he is no man he is just a child trying to live upto his brothesr legend .. or maybe he is trying to prove himself .. who knows ...but whatever it is i will not fall .. i dont care ... i dont deserve this and i will not be treated this way .. fine if he wants to treat me like this than fine i guess i am a prisoner of this stupid island and he is the wananbe warden.. well the jokes on him .. I will survive this ...... one way or another .. Augie wont eve look at me like he did before .. - sighs- i guess now i am a marked owman Property of dummass .. i cant stand this .. thsi island seems to be more of a prison than a refuge .. nothing to do even the long walks that i useto enjoy are not enjoyable anymore ... i might as well sit here and not do anything let the days and nights pass untill i rot or someone decides to end my life .. Either way he wont break me or my spririt .. he might break my body bruise hurt it use me as his sex object but i refuse to let him break me ..

and these so called men he has watching me i wonder if he knows how one of them watch me how he sits by my bedroom window and watches me thruogh the open space of the blinds as i take a bath and change my clothes ..lol ... Men they are always predictable.. they never say anythig so i spend my time just talking in thin air about the stupidest things .. funny they even fallow me when i go shopping and make them stand theer for hours while i try on outfit after outfit .. even at the lingerey store .. they act all tuff but they are just men .. i could tell how there eyes would fall apon my tone tan body from my long leggs to my voluptious breast ..lol ..

No matter i will plan my escape soon enough and i can say good ridence to the man that dont have the balls enough to come to my face and sends his rats to watch me . ha and i thuoght maybe just maybe there could be something there .. but who wants to be witha coward .. can even do the job himself ,...lol
Maybe he enjoys hearing of his men watch me and hwo close the get to me .. maybe it is his sick way of getting off ..haha .. Dum Basterd if he only new all that gose on .. I wonder do his men run to tell them of how perky my breast are and how i lay at the top of the boat house naked to get a seemless tan .. or how i lay in my bed at night with the blinds open as i pleasure my delicate sex ..lol ... mmm maybe one night i have one of these men come in and help me with that .. i dought they would ever tell if they value there lives .. or maybe i can convince one to get me a bottle of malibu and sooem orange juice for the house .. hehe .. we shall see the weekned is apon us and i am feeling frisky ...

Time will tell .. time to break outthe sexy thinsg for play ...lol

July 3, 2011

Well yesterday was the worst day of my life. First some guy{ Pen }decides he is going to try and be my night in shinning armor only to relise he was more of a Coward than Stubby .. I mean really who dose Stubby think he is ? .. Don't he get enough of all the woman ha has put into the whore house and bars in the area he has to come and make my life a living hell.. I wish these Men on this Island would grow a pair and leave me the hell alone!. I am tired and disgusted by it all .. I mean i dont mind having fun in the expense of others but this is is just not fun anymore. I was going along with Stubby letting him think what he wanted but it has come to my conclusion that he is just a little boy with anger issues. Maybe he hates women maybe this is all rooted from when he was a child who the hell knows.. But i do know there is something about him that makes my heart skip a beat ..what it is i dont know maybe because he is as bullheaded as i am or maybe because he has been the only man to even try and put me in my place.

It dont matter anyways i will never find out .. according to what i understood yesterday he sold me for a price of a drink. - sighs- Sad really i guess he could not handle a Real woman .. Pitty it could have been fun ..and that Poor Bastard Pen .. he wasted his money for nothing .. All he got is me infuriated and sending straight to hell .. by all accounts i got home and trashed the place. well my furniture mostly thruogh it in river .. My luck i will get arrested now or even get a ticket for Littering .. - sighs- What is a girl to do now .. i wonder if i can get a drink now .. ROFL .. Well i guess now that i am free i dont have to worry about any male i talk to for i can do as i want and please .. This island just might become my playground after all .. Unless Muscle head changes his mind .. but i dont think he will he seemed more interested in Betty last night than he was of me .. maybe he lost interest .. i guess that is a good thing .. but than again i have not met his brother yet .. with my luck he will eventually show up and either beat me till i submit which would most likely result in my death .. or decide to have me around as a personal play toy .. either way which ever decides to come my way i wont make it easy .. What fun would that be ...lol .. But for now i ave not seen my shadows following me around the Island .. so we will see what happens in the next few days ..

July 4,2011

It is the 4th of July and it seems so quite on the island .. I dont even think the will do a celebration. It would have been nice to see the fireworks in the night sky, even if i did nto have anyone to enjoy it with. Something anything to make the day just a bit cheerful. I have not heard or seen Stubby since that day at the Bullocks .. I also have not seen the men that would watch over me. I guess that is a good thing.

I came across some guy today as i made my way to the bullocks ..Never said hello or anything just got straight to the point. Well lets just say he wont be bothering me anymore .. had to put the man in his place real quick. I am not a common working girl of the island i just reside here. till when i have no idea..eventually i will find myself homeless. But that will be OK i will survive i always have one way or another.

I picked up my old dirty habit and started Smoking again. yes i know i should not smoke is bad for the millions of reasons. but it helps bide the time with nothing to do but look at the waves and the sea gulls .. plus trying to keep my ass out of trouble..

Just another day on sinners Bay with no one to talk to and nothing to do .. Shopping if i keep going the way i am going that insurance money will be gone quicker than expected .. I might have to even look for a job on the island soon .. but that would mean talking to Stubby or his brother which in fact i have never met .. Time will tell i guess ..